And now here i am. Back in SG. Found a job... sorta settled down now. Been fishing... been cycling... been working... been.... whatever. but can't help but wonder at times... is there more to life than this? Recently I've just seem to get in touch with the side of me... which I'd thought I'd... lost? (for a lack of better word to describe what i'm feeling). This familiar side... which is so enticing yet so dangerous and deadly. I just can't help it but love feeling this way at times... It could bring my whole world crumbling down... but yet it seems like that's what I desire... Just one whole mess. Life. Just a journey. starting to feel like an empty one. maybe only destruction can fill up this hole in me. Destruction of thyself? or of others... i wonder...

Clearing the Dust

It's been god-knows-how-long since I've update this blog... (well actually i can just refer to my last post date but i'm too lazy to do so... hehe)

The past few years have been good to me. I'm just about done with my 1st year of my Master's degree in Clinical Psychology...

Well.. life in townsville has been interesting. My first experience of living together with my partner, without most of our relatives or friends to help us; completing a thesis paper; seeing clients; managing bills and the house, etc

Well, not to detract from the original intentions of this post... i just wanted to say that i miss those days where I would compose those poems/stanzas/emo-emo phrases (whatever those are called~). Till this day, i actually do like what I have written. All the darkness that was inside of me. During those days, it was the only form of release of all the negativeness inside of me. Somehow i managed to turn it into my creativity... which sadly has left me now as I've found the more positive aspects of my life. It's just sort of bittersweet in that sense.

Oh well... just wanted to give this blog a little shaking -off the dust- hahaha.... and just wanted to say Happy New Year, and may this be once again an interesting and wonderful year. :)

A new journey in life

Hehe. 1 year later and here i am. :)

Life's been really good in the past year.

And now here i am... in Townsville, Australia.

Doing my Bachelor's of Psych Honours...

Totally new life, friends, etc etc.

Now i'm trying to get my ethics application approval for my thesis project.. feeling slightly stressed out because it's so rushed now, with all the modules.

But. i'm really enjoying it. Loving it :)

and lastly, i love you too my darling~

heh it's been ages... really ages since i last posted on my blog...

been somewhat too lazy and un-motivated/un-inspired to write anything...

my creative juices have somewhat stopped flowing as well...

exams start in 2 days time on a saturday... going to be busy busy...

hmm.... perhaps only when i feel like it... then i'll start coming back to post more...

but overall... yea... life's been really great. everything's just going so right in my life right now... :)

Key to my Heart

Forever and ever darling, you'll always have the key to my heart...

and you know what the key is :) :) :)

My heart will belong to you and only you...






I Love You

Thought of the day

Hmmm it's really been a long time since i last blogged...

but i just had to write this down suddenly.

now as i'm watching my new craving of the season , Dexter , one of the lines in the show just struck me.

As one person mentions that she's feeling regretful about something and that she wants to apologise for her mistake... her conversation partner shoots back with this sentence...

"Who is that gonna make feel better? You or her ? "

Indeed... sorry doesn't help or do anything. it really is just mainly aimed to make us feel better by hoping that sorry solves everything...

well i guess the best way to avoid this situation... is to make sure that there won't be a need to say sorry in the first place.

shall be back to write more about it after i finish watching though...

x japan concerts..

Nov 22 2008 12:00A
Palais Omnisports Paris Bercy Paris
Jan 17 2009 12:00A
ASIA WORLD EXPO , Hong Kong Hong Kong
Jan 31 2009 12:00A
Supachalasai　Stadium Thai
Feb 14 2009 12:00A
Taipei World Trade Center Taiwan
Mar 21 2009 12:00A
Gymnastics Stadium of the Olympic Park Korea


urgh... i so wanna go...

suddenly... i'm craving for...

sushi... sashimi...

and ipoh hor fun...

been having lots of stuff recently...

outings, exams coming soon... etc etc etc

haha... haven't had much time to update this blog.

bleahz. sometimes feel like writing but too lazy to write also >.<

haha.

shall be back after my exams... exams next week >.<"

finally... the 2nd last report is done... urgh... just a bit more and this semester's reports/presentations will be done with...

and then the exams once again -_-"

this sem just seem to fly so fast. too fast.


maybe it's cause time flies whenever i'm with you...


hahaha.

it's tiring. but happy. really happy :)

Princess of my Castle

it was all for you...

it just hit me so hard last night.

how badly i wanted and needed you.

the letter and the cake.

i just feel that it isn't enough to express how much i feel for you.

it's really all about you darling.

and i'll keep working, and improving...

cause i want you to be the Princess of my Castle :):)

I Love You.

I'm ready darling. I'll go through the roller-coaster called life together with you :)

why do some people just like to make it seem that they're the victim of circumstances, and in the next moment...they're totally in control of their life... when they are not...switching between the 2 on the fly.

bleahz... all i can say is "wake up your bloody idea"





ahh... tired... from all the reports and the likes recently. falling sick. maybe i'm already sick.

can't be bothered to write further

The 1st chapter

ah... been a long time since i last blogged about my daily activities...

and everyday's been so blissful for me now :)


hahahaha... had a nice birthday....

AN UNFORGETTABLE ONE ALL THANKS TO YOU !!!!

haha... those gifts i received.... i'll never forget them... totally redefined the term "gift" ....


then a very very nice weekend...

especially sunday and monday... really enjoyed those 2 days... hahaha it was really really nice....


now's just the 1st chapter... lets go on writing the book together... until the very end :)

Dedicated to you

I never thought that i could feel this way.

Your eyes, voice and smile just captivate me.

I see the universe within your beautiful eyes.

I hear a trembling heart within your voice.

I feel the warmth,love and tenderness from your smile...

You've brought so much joy into my life.

Sometimes, no amount of words can express how much i love you... or miss you...

Whenever i'm with you, it just feels right.

And that everything's going to be just fine.

I just want to forever embrace this Happiness of mine.



For every up, there may be a down.

For every good, there may be a bad.

But through it all,

We'll make it together.

Our hearts will always be tied together...

Chained by that invisible thread called Love.



I Love You.





P.S.: 4 Promises 4Ever. I'm non-refundable, non-exchangable, & stuck with you for life ~

are you addicted?

hahahahah!!!!

eternally yours.

Built to Last - Melee

"Built To Last"

I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.

with every minute... every second... every action... every word....


i'm falling even more in love with you...

haha..... just watched finish the nadal - djokovic match... breathtaking match... so many fantastic rallies... ended with nadal winning... hahaha...


ah haha... now it's going to be the one week break... but it's gonna be time to rush projects and presentation again...

ahhh.... gonna be super busy...

but no matter what...

u'll always be on my mind :D

Promise

130808.

promise.