been having lots of stuff recently...

outings, exams coming soon... etc etc etc

haha... haven't had much time to update this blog.

bleahz. sometimes feel like writing but too lazy to write also >.<

haha.

shall be back after my exams... exams next week >.<"

finally... the 2nd last report is done... urgh... just a bit more and this semester's reports/presentations will be done with...

and then the exams once again -_-"

this sem just seem to fly so fast. too fast.


maybe it's cause time flies whenever i'm with you...


hahaha.

it's tiring. but happy. really happy :)

The 1st chapter

ah... been a long time since i last blogged about my daily activities...

and everyday's been so blissful for me now :)


hahahaha... had a nice birthday....

AN UNFORGETTABLE ONE ALL THANKS TO YOU !!!!

haha... those gifts i received.... i'll never forget them... totally redefined the term "gift" ....


then a very very nice weekend...

especially sunday and monday... really enjoyed those 2 days... hahaha it was really really nice....


now's just the 1st chapter... lets go on writing the book together... until the very end :)

haha..... just watched finish the nadal - djokovic match... breathtaking match... so many fantastic rallies... ended with nadal winning... hahaha...


ah haha... now it's going to be the one week break... but it's gonna be time to rush projects and presentation again...

ahhh.... gonna be super busy...

but no matter what...

u'll always be on my mind :D

i dun feel so tired anymore...

every step i take... there's an extra bounce to it...

i find energy where i'ld normally feel tired...

ah.... :D :D :D




and yea ... it's been a tiring day today though... slept last night only around 4+ , 5+ ? because of dota with trav and co. ahahaha...then wake up for hockey ( though it was only after kev called me up at 10am when we're supposed to meet at NUS at 9.30... ) ahahaha... then went to IMM for lunch with kevin and debbie... weide's house for MJ after that... then dinner at parkway parade with parents

ahhh... shagged. but i dun feel like there's something heavy on my shoulders anymore...dun feel that there's any more chains that are tied to my feet...

ah... all thanks to ... hahaha...

dota anybody ? :P :P :P

haha... ended the holidays on a sleepy note.

started school with a bang !


hahaha... all thanks to the mj on saturday night + hockey + project / outing combination over the weekend... when i got back home on sunday at around 7:45 pm ... i concussed all the way till the next morning... hahaha...

started school at the new campus... still having ongoing constructions... no cafe... no water cooler... the place is relatively erm... dirty with mud stains on the ground due to the construction...

but yea... it's going to turn out real nice once it's all done :D hopefully got water coolers and shower facilities... and perhaps more as time goes on... hahahaha....

oh man i'm so shagged out still... haven't shaken off the effects of the weekend madness...

and HAH ! IQ test in class.... all i can say is..

"It's all elementary, my dear Watson " ( erm.. sherlock holmes and watson izzit ? )

hahahaha

ok i'm too shagged out to type anymore. sleeping relatively earlier tonight.

sleep beckons.

erm... haha another nice day :D

surprising things happened ! LOL

thanks for everything :D




somehow i smell a storm coming... ahahahaha

2 of the best days so far in recent times :D

project, then outing, then mj, then back home, then jap lunch, then sleep ~

wahahaha tonight was just wtf.

all dota matches. lost all. suckumteh~ suckumteh~

never mind ! tomorrow will be a better day :D wahahahaha

but today really got pwned by ES a few times... zzzz

shall make my come back soon~

and my hand's itchy for some... MJ...

Crumbling Faith. Unyielding Doubt. Vanishing Vision

damn it !

5 days already and my hands still have no power in them... zzzz... cant even tear / open the plastic off my comics....

and my left arm's shaking quite a lot whenever holding anything... even something as light as a comic book... -_-"



oh well. this means back to soccer then. hahaha !

and oh... goodbye bukit merah. hello thomson... soon !



somehow... inspired to write something due to my melancholic mood + the song i'm listening to now...






The piano broke its silence.

Distorted, the broken melody filled the air.

His eyes lost their glitter,

as his trembling fingers touched the keys named "Sorrow".

Praying for a miracle,

Playing for tomorrow,

The never ending Yesterdays echo behind.

Crumbling Faith,

Unyielding Doubt,

Vanishing Vision...



He would never see it ever again...

not within his embracing arms.

:D

haha... was really looking forward to today... finally meeting up with my hockey mates from JC to play hockey at NUS...which had been "arranged" since i think... last weekend? ahaha....

as for the past 2 days...

and so saturday afternoon... a message pops up from MSN

" DOTA ! *nudge* "
haha... and so played dota for a few hours, then somehow arranged to go for dinner and then stayover at ben's house tonight... then with a few gd fly kites, there was only me, fer and ben at er.. his house... ahaha...played dota at first... until we managed to "psycho" willy into coming down... cause he wanted to play MJ... ended up making me come out of "retirement"

ahahaha... and so mj until 4-5am... won about 20... donated half to charity... cause i was thinking sometime before... if i ever play mahjong again... half the money would go to charity... hahaha... no idea why i thought of that.

then woke up early.. around 845am... called the rest up... made my way down to NUS bball courts area... in the end... there was only yu han , debbie, me and jin feng... hahaha... 4 ppl. mmm... but i was glad to see them la ~ so long never meet up with them leh... especially jin feng.

ahhh... went for lunch with my family... and found out my hands couldnt hold chopsticks properly.. had trouble controlling my fingers... cause of whacking balls using the hockey stick... hahaha..

just glad ... and tired... really really miss the days when i used to play hockey. back then it was really a huge part of my life. hopefully now can play more often or something... jsut need to get more people and more "regular/consistency" ahaha.

yawn.

the narcoleptic in me is calling again.

zzzzzz

tumbling away

k... back to normal life *cough cough*

somehow it seems like my body's failing on me recently. my lethargy has reached new heights... normally i sleep in class it's ok...but then when i go home and sleep for a few hours after school also... there's something wrong here.

just tired all the time. especially today. my eyes felt extremely tired and painful also today...

er i know some people might say it's because i sleep late... but when i'm used to sleeping around 3-4am... i've been sleeping earlier these days... say 1+, 2+... and still i feel worse.

and not to mention that recently i just suffered backache , sore throat ... and also still having a bad stomach.

bleahz.

hopefully somehow it'll all be better soon... just need something to regenerate myself...

my mood's been affected by it all also. been somewhat more grouchy recently.

bleahz.

haven't blogged in quite a while. been too tired and busy to do so recently. and i'm also not feeling well now.

hm.... recent events.... mainly enjoyed the last week of holidays last week... attended cousin's wedding on saturday...sunday night went to martin's farewell dinner + drinking...

wah fuck drink until damn hiong that night... i also dunno what i doing already...

rushed home to watch euro 08... puked before doing so though.

woo hoo ! spain won ! the team i support ... wahahaha.

and so started school on monday... slept at 5am then wake up 7:30am due to a phone call ... damn shag sia when i go to school... then tio diarrhoea on the very same day...

then yesterday... had sch from morning till 5... then went to the airport to send martin off... see u soon !

today. woke up to a bad start. backache + diarrhoea + heavy head + sore throat.

bleahz.

busy busy. tired tired.

passed by just now.

"stop & stare"

what a coincidence.

but i no longer recognise you.

nor did you recognise me.

another night out

Qb -> MOS -> back to QB

8pm-6.30am.

damn shag now. but still cant get to sleep. somehow keep waking up.

nothing much to say bah... except..

huh? me? join the karaoke competition ar? mmm....shall consider bah.

spent yesterday clearing up my room... cleaning up the day... putting books away... and throwing away some... stuff...

the past few days has just been tinged with sadness.

it's always there.

always.

more dota ! more street soc ! more mahjong ! more euro 08 !

this is what the holidays is all about :D

but...1 week more to end of holidays :(

hahahaha... i'm mad liao.

tonight ben house. see you there. may the "qi dui zi" and "toilet" gods give me all the huatz luck tonight !

really a week of madnessssssss....


ahahahahahaa. cant remember the exact details... last saturday ben ben house mj + soccer... monday lunch with mum and sleep, tuesday outing to pasir ris, wednesday and thursday was ben ben house stayover mj + watch soccer, today = go out with dad and mum.. sleep... and now i'm typing this post right before going to meet up with martin & co at QB... drink wakakakaka... tomorrow will probably be a day off to regen my energy... before soccer on sunday again... unless at night go someone's house stayover + watch soccer... spain vs italy if i'm not wrong... big match...maybe mj also...

lol long wall of text. and so the cycle repeats, go out, stay over, mahjong, watch soccer, play soccer, rinse and repeat

hahahaha.


and to miss S.H. and also my "gd buddies" : LOL ! it's definitely not possible for sparks to fly ... hahaha... er... but i dun discount the 0.001% probability of that happening

i'm am so fugging shagged. saturday night mahjong + sunday morning soccer. body aches + back ache. die die die. and tomorrow sentosa. almost couldnt move my body out of bed when i took a nap last night. also got quite bad sunburn.

so tired. but so many things to do. ahahaha...


and i also hate it when i'm so tired... tend to get somewhat more ... emotional i guess....






it was so hard for me to say those words back then... i'd found that very last bit of courage to stab down deep into my heart. but... that wasn't just the end.






was reading something back then on X's blog. back then during my army days. i was scolding and fuming. how Y didnt seem to treasure what he had. then i realised...

forget it. don't wanna write anymore.

yawwwwnnnn ~~~

just wake up. damn shag. damn damn shag.


and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

so many things to do. SO MANY MANY MANY MANY THINGS TO DO...

so many things to do... and all happen at the same time sia...

i need to split myself into like... 5 parts so that i can do all at teh same time?

eg : go out with frds at night vs watch soccer (esp with spain) vs mahjong...

the 2 other extra parts would be just for chilling at home/ drinking or maybe just sleeping LOL.

not to mention there's dota, piano, drums ( should i take it up seriously? fred was suggesting i try... hm...), etc etc etc...

yaawwwwwnnnn.

so sleepy.