连哭都是我的错
分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱记得那么多
怎么放手
也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说
连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
要我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体就已经太执着
爱你是我错连结束也是我的错
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
秋天不回来
初秋的天,冰冷的夜
回忆慢慢袭来
真心的爱就像落叶
为何却要分开
灰色的天独自彷徨
城市的老地方
真的孤单走过忧伤
心碎还要逞强
想为你披件外衣
天凉要爱惜自己
没有人比我更疼你
告诉你在每个
想你的夜里
我哭的好无力
就让秋风带走我的思念
带走我的泪
我还一直静静守候在
相约的地点
求求老天淋湿我的双眼
冰冻我的心
让我不再苦苦奢求你还
回来我身边
我还能爱谁
睡梦中的人
不了解我的累
我也不原谅你的美
它让我体会
这个世界真的有
十全十美
却无所谓后悔
会妥协的人
不明白我自卑
就像我不容许我气馁
我真的以为
要感动最完美的玫瑰
如果要奉献我眼泪
除了你谁都不能给
见过你的美
我还能爱谁
我一路的追
意冷却不心灰
我的世界
走不出你背影的范围
没有你
会面目全非
我还能爱谁
放弃其它玫瑰
这是一种愚蠢的智慧
困在只有你的堡垒
享受讨好你的滋味
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
"Let them learn the hard way.
It's just that their time to learn hasn't come yet."
Stone.Shag.Stun.
"Tears" is still my most favourite rock ballad... irreplacable over the years. So many songs have come and gone... none come close to it. ( Except probably for other x japan songs ) haha.
The power of memories is undeniable.
Everywhere i go.
The temptation is always there.
It's just a matter of choice.
In the end.
It's not other people who hurt us
It's us who hurt our ownselves...
Simple logic.
But hard to digest.
Not everybody learns this important lesson in life.
And some people can't handle the truth.
Eventually living a lie.
They're pathetic.
I pity them.
lol... 2 nights in a row of drum-mania. found out that PS lowered the price to 3 tokens (1.50) instead of 4 tokens... which is still qutie ex la but more competitive with other places.
wah... really improved hell a lot i realise. now playing songs successfully... when i always fail before.
damn shag now.
Thomas Howard Lichenstein : Depend on me - conquered ! Stop spinning me in circles also conquered !
new songs to play as well... hahahahaha...
think i might as well just buy a machine and put at home... a few thousand i guess... msut order online... but when new versions of the game comes out all i have to do is to buy the motherboard for the new versions... hahahahaha...
think people will start flooding my home to play liao then...hahahaha
ahhh... posting this on my laptop in school early in the morning... haha... no idea what to do...
stupid of the school not to inform us that last night there's no lesson... bleahz... went down to school ... submitted anthro... ate dinner with jy... then went to jurong point for a while with him... looking for iron man figurines... which somehow just eluded us...
gave my new drumsticks it's virgin run... felt good... felt really good. played much better than usual as well. woooo !! managed to complete " Stop spinning me in circles " !!! haha...
kk got to go reserve seats now in class...
Monday, May 12, 2008
Diamond Crevasse ( Thanks to Word of Songs translation )
Diamond Crevasse
Vocals: May’n as Sheryl Nome
Lyrics: hal
Composition: Kanno Yoko
Arrangement: Kanno Yoko
When I was in love with God
I didn’t think that such a parting would come
If I couldn’t ever touch you again
Then I’d want you to embrace me again for the last time at least
It’s long long good-bye…
Goodbye, goodbye, over and over again
I tell myself as best as I can
Waving my hand is kindness, right?
Now, I want strength
I encountered you; the STAR shined and I was born
Indeed if I love, indeed if there’s i
Waiting for a hopeless miracle, what will become of me?
The twinkle of planets stained with tears is gone…
I won’t forget your warmth
Your kindness, and your hands that surrounded everything
It’s long long good-bye…
Goodbye, goodbye, beloved one
If you were with me, I was able to walk here
I wasn’t alone, right?
Now, I want the answer
Catch the comets that seem to be burning and light the fire
I want to love, I want to be loved
By one chilled body, what will become of the world?
The bravado that I kept up is dissolving; long for…
What’s the matter? My tears overflow and they can’t stop
I encountered you; the STAR shined and I was born
Indeed if I love, indeed if there’s i
Waiting for a hopeless miracle, what will become of me?
The twinkle of planets stained with tears is gone…
If I am reborn and we can come across each other again
Surely you’ll find me then
Don’t ever let go of me again, catch me
I want you to whisper, “You’re not alone” to me, planet…
ダイアモンド クレバス
歌:シェリル・ノームstarring May’n
作詞:hal
作曲:管野よう子
編曲:管野よう子
神様に恋をしてた頃は
こんな別れが来るとは思ってなかったよ
もう二度と触れられないなら
せめて最後に もう一度抱きしめて欲しかったよ
It’s long long good-bye…
さよなら さよなら 何度だって
自分に 無上に 言い聞かせて
手を振るのは優しさだよね?
今 強さが欲しい
貴方に出逢い STAR輝いて アタシが生まれて
愛すればこそ iあればこそ
希望のない 奇跡を待って どうなるの？
涙に滲む 惑星の瞬きは gone…
忘れないよ 貴方の温もりも
その優しさも 全て包んでくれた両手も
It’s long long good-bye…
さよなら さよなら 愛しい人
貴方が いたから 歩いてこれた
ひとりなんかじゃなかったよね？
今 答えが欲しい
燃える様な流星 捕まえて 火を灯して
愛していたい 愛されてたい
冷えたカラダひとつで 世界は どうなるの？
張り続けてた 虚勢が溶けてく long for…
どうしてなの？ 涙溢れて 止められない
貴方に出逢い STAR輝いて アタシが生まれて
愛すればこそ iあればこそ
希望のない 奇跡を待って どうなるの？
涙に滲む 惑星の瞬きは gone…
もし生まれ変わって また巡り合えるなら
その時もきっと アタシを見つけ出して
もう二度と離さないで 捕まえてて
ひとりじゃないと 囁いてほしい planet…
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Follow your heart. Before it's too late
Ahh another emo story la. i know... whatever. but just that i'm in the mood recently for this kinda sucker stories...
Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.
Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.
Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now.
(both sigh n silence for a while)
Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game
Peter: Eh? What game?
Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?
Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.
Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?
Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.
Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home)
Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.
Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.
Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.
Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together
for a while.
Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.
Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.
Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench.
1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?
Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.
1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.
Stranger: Is your name Tina?
Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.
Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.
11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.
The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.
Tina,
Our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.
11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to
me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.
As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.
NOTE*
Tell the boi or ger that you love them before
its too late. You never know whats going to
happen tomorrow. You never know who will be
leaving you and never return
ah... things always never go according to plan.
hoteh clique .. the one who with the "pirate house" go thailand... lol... so :S
now... suddenly can get the car... hmmm... and half dun feel like drinking... so... already halfway to flying kite. sorry martin !
tomorrow.. mother's day...and mass downloading/printing of notes day.
time to prepare for the one final leap for this semester once again.
this sem is so tiring even though i've slacked so much.
feels like i'm suffocating
and i realise. it's the eve of the 1st anniversary of this blog... haha...1 year's almost gone.
How far i've come... oh so far...
how high have climbed... and how hard i've fallen...
ahhh... looking back on the past year. it's just... just... brought me so much more than the past 21 years of my life.
love.hate.anger.laughter.smiles.sadness.fear.disgust.happiness.death and rebirth as well.
new frds. long-lost frds. frds i never was so close to before.
how i've changed also... from someone who bottled up everything... to shooting my mouth off a lot. hahaha...
all the experiences i've had.. having so much fun...
and... also... that...
but oh well life goes on.
suddenly felt like coming up with some lyrics or whatever ... haha...suddenly just an image popped into my mind. better write down before it goes away.
Time-Machine ( shall improvise on it once i've got the time...)
My heart is like a time-machine.
I stand awaiting for the future.
Yet i'm tempted by the past.
The past.
Even with it's blemishes,
How i embrace all so closely to my heart.
The future.
Never knowing what it brings.
I can only hope it turns out to be so magical.
Hope that it can erase this past.
Make me not look back.
Life goes on.
Haha... time for me... this old uncle... to continue his journey...
one year has past. will this "new year" be once again be filled with so much stuff ? haha.. hopefully... and pray that it's more of the good stuff... hahaha...
Friday, May 9, 2008
In The End - Linkin Park
It starts with one
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard i try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
more random mumbo jumbo
it's been a long time since i've come up with something original. been talking about my life and having fun so much recently. hahahaha.
actually nothing much i can come up with now. but just felt like blogging. hahaha.
Tearing across the horizon,
The golden rays of the fading sun pierced through the orange sky.
Warmth filled the air.
All was at peace.
haha. just came up with that at the spur of the moment. so late at night already but just dun feel like sleeping.
Hmmm someone told me to "open your eyes big big" .... to see what ? hahaha. nothing to see right ? unless the hidden meaning within it is... hm.. lol never mind. shall see whatever comes.hahahaha.
and hm.. very strangely...now suddenly i'm motivated to study once again. this whole semester... i've been so unmotivated... been slacking so much. suddenly i want to start mugging again for no reason ! lol ... funny sia... actually just wanted to relax this semester so that i wont get burnt out for the next semester which is more impt... this semester doesnt affect honours while next sem has a module which is core/primary to the honours entry program.
kk my eyes slightly more tired now. shall stop typing. haha
chilling out ~
Thursday, May 8, 2008
really bad nightmare last night.
really really really bad.
was it because of the alcohol?
was it because of the SUPER LATE NIGHT...
hm....
oh well it's just a nightmare.
haha. woke up to find myself in bed. all's fine :D
finish the assignments... time to have havoc weekend first...then back to the "hermit" mode for mugging starting from monday onwards...
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