No wonder she keeps asking me whether....

ok... so the night before the last paper ... haha... already in the holiday mood... its been one hell of a ride for the past 2 weeks. chionging like mad. haha.... think most ppl shld know la... when i never sleep and chiong stuff ...

good thing about mugging... it takes ur mind off other stuff....

sigh.. once the exams end.. i think that all the other... un-wanted stuff is gonna flood back into my life.

so many questions. so little answers...

i've chosen this path... but is it the correct one ? am i having too many regrets taking this path ? what will it lead to in the end ? am i just on the path of self-destruction ?

haiz... fuck la...getting all emo today no thanks to that particular episode of the anime i watch today... -_- ....

its just sad when u know... that.. u'll destroy... and eventually have to give up everything that's precious to you... and you end up rejecting everything .... to prevent yourself from getting hurt any deeper...

Choosing this path is really painful. but will it be the correct one in the end?


P.S. i FINALLY found out the reason why my mum keeps asking me whether i'm gay.

-_-" For those who don't know... because i always hang out with my guy friends... so my mum's a bit paranoid....

AND i just found out the reason why she's paranoid.. is because i've got one cousin who's gay. Cause he always hung out with one of his best frds and developed feelings for each other.

But no worries... i'm 101% straight.... i'm a fair weather liberal though.. haha...