sigh

alone in my room. with a sad song on.

i just can't help but think....

that feeling ... gushing up my throat...

making my chest feel so tight....

staring at the screen here....

hoping that a miracle would happen.

but it never will.



sigh... and to add on to that... quite some other stuff going on... like playing mind games like that... arrrr .... can get quite frustrating.....