mix

mixed emotions now.

like my heart's a battlefield now.

euphoria.helplessness.happy.sad.

on the back of a liverpool 4-0 win. but... when it all dies down... what's left ?

life's tough. life's unpredictable.

but... why focus on the sad things... look forward to happy things instead... enjoy life...

but just that these feelings refuse to go away. like ghosts haunting you... they never go away.

they shroud judgement. they mess up the brain. they are the cause of all these sadness.

sigh. feels like a knife has just stabbed through my heart.

words that can never be said. words that are kept silently within the heart.

words that want to just burst out. words that must be kept inside.

secrets.

my stand now? i dun really know anymore. What if the paths only lead to regret & there's no way out?

i dun understand why anymore...

sigh. really makes me want to forget it. yet still... i'm still wishing.

wishful dreams i guess....


i realise that my post is very disjointed... but its just all the random stuff that's coming to my mind...

just frustrated with myself. quite frustrated. i really hate feeling helpless.