feeling somewhat melancholic now. too many thoughts running through my head. everything just doesnt feel... or seem right.


dont really know how to describe everything now. just in general... it just seems like happiness is too far away for me to reach.

no idea why i'm feeling all this right now.

dreams shall remain as dreams for me.

perhaps it was all just a cruel reminder to me.

a cruel reminder to what i used to believe in... and tried to discard.

i'm faithless once again.