i'm am so fugging shagged. saturday night mahjong + sunday morning soccer. body aches + back ache. die die die. and tomorrow sentosa. almost couldnt move my body out of bed when i took a nap last night. also got quite bad sunburn.

so tired. but so many things to do. ahahaha...


and i also hate it when i'm so tired... tend to get somewhat more ... emotional i guess....






it was so hard for me to say those words back then... i'd found that very last bit of courage to stab down deep into my heart. but... that wasn't just the end.






was reading something back then on X's blog. back then during my army days. i was scolding and fuming. how Y didnt seem to treasure what he had. then i realised...

forget it. don't wanna write anymore.