Truth become Lies.. Lies become the Truth

Strange world izznt it ?

Guess i'm the only one topsy-turvy in this world. When i'm serious.. people think i'm joking.. when i'm joking... ppl think.. i'm... idiotic ?

Mentioned so many times already... dun get too close to me. And i don't wanna get close to anybody either.

Even though my heart may oppose this.. but i know what always happens in the end.

" I learned the lesson long ago ... to not have hopes for the future..so that i won't be hurt. But as i indulged myself in ... everyone's kindness... i was forgetting that very basic mindset. The emptier you are... the less you'll lose."

- Ayasaki Hayate

Woot ~ i wonder how much more screwed my life will turn out to be.... hahahaha.... must be something i deserve... must be something i did in my previous life... wakakakakakaka