Questions and answers and life....why ?

No definite answer to anything in life. That's what i need to believe in.

I'm supposed to be critical of everything. Every single thing. Question every single damned thing.

But still i seek the ultimate answers.... which.. don't exist....

Awww .... sometimes driving me nuts.











Why we do things in a certain way.... why we behave in certain ways.... there's all meanings to it.... just depends on how each individual perceives our actions....

Sadly.... most never think deeper than the surface. Perhaps its too deep to understand.

Most can never understand the feeling of seeing a light in the darkness... only able to see it... coming so close to touching it.. grasping it.. but yet its all so far away.....

Cause they are surrounded by lots of light... but they don't know it...believing that they live only in the darkness.

Bash me. Reject me. Hate me all you want if you all think I'm wrong. I don't give a damned now. Everyone is entitled to their own godamned personal opinions.

Honestly i'm very sad to say this but :

Everybody has their own characters. Dun like them, then fuck care them. Dun fucking step over their fuckin heads by fucking threatening them. Nobody fucking likes being threatened. Especially using friendship as a tool to threaten. Even though it may be with good intentions... but that's fucking way overboard. They are who they are. Leave them alone.


End my torment. Enough is enough. I really need to let go of the past.

My life is a fucking joke. Hope comes and goes so fast that i'm unable to take it anymore. Good things don't last for me ... not a single time. In the end.. all the people around me will hate me. And sadly i've finally accepted this fact.

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Numb this pain. Numb this heart. Stop it from beating....