Pwn-ed big time.

Crazy crazy times. SO many things ( at least of my mental state ) happen in the past few days like a roller-coaster ride.

Firstly... i wanna say once again..

Fund, i'm sorry... and thank you for everything. I really feel damn bad for what i've done... and i'm really really grateful to you.

And so re-collecting the events that happened over the past few days...

First Event ( Main events )

All started on Wednesday.. when shawn, my classmate from JCU, sms-ed me whether i wanna play street soccer on friday at clementi. Ok.. firstly at this period of time.. i'd sort of "fallen out" with fund.. and he usually also plays street soccer at clementi also... so i was like hesitating a bit here and there.. before i decided to face up to myself... if fate would have it.. and he were there.. then i'ld apologise to him personally la....

So ok.. Friday came... had lessons from 2-5pm.. it was during lessons that i confirmed that shawn was jio-ed by mdm chih to play street soccer. As usual.. " Got population ! Just come ! " To be honest, i was really fretting when i heard about it. Wondering how to face fund... Bleah... pondering about it up till the point where when Thiru our tutor asked me a question.. i sat there.. gave a crappy response and the "Hmmm i wonder how to tackle this question" kinda look.... when actually i had thought of a answer quite some time ago...

So after lessons ended 15 mins before 5... i was really getting slightly frustrated.. stoned at the bus stop outside JCU for about.. 30 mins.. just sat and thought about it... until i decided no point stoning...

Supposed to meet at 8 pm for soccer ..... but i went over to clementi kopitiam to have dinner... played initial D 3 to take my mind off it for a while.. then i finally walked to the street soccer and stoned there for 45 mins... just sat there watching the Bballers in action...

And so 8pm.. met up with shawn and co. at clementi MRT.. and mdm chih came to pick us up... at that time fund and benson hadn't arrived yet... so we started playing first .. and the malay ppl there came along and joined in to "make up the population". And i couldn't focus nor concentrate... let in 3 easy goals... 1 even went through even though the shot was straight at my feet...

Ok.. and finally fund arrived.. really felt panicky at this moment. But i kena stunned when he came.. saw me and said in a frdly tone " Ey julian also here" . I totally wasn't expecting that. Not after what i had done. My mind went blank at that moment. Thats why i didn't know how to respond at that moment. It was like that through the street soccer court session.. until i decided that i needed to do something.. can't just keep on going like that without apologising..

Ok and i must admit.. i'm really not good at apologies.. but it comes from the bottom of my heart. And fund didn't even mind. Just felt like a burden was lifted off me from this point....

And i really wanna thank shawn for all the support that he's shown me as to regards with this issue....really needed someone to support my in the slightest bit in this kinda times...

2nd Event ( $100 gone in 9 hours )

So ok.. after the street soccer session.. got jio-ed by fund and the rest to go to their NTU hall to play mahjong... thought that maybe can make some small winnings.. BIG MISTAKE !!!

Wahhhh first round pwned big big... lost ard 60 + dollars just from that round.. and 1 "tai" only 20 cents.... i never got to "GAME" at all until the very very very very last turn where i "gamed" small.... "Break Record" sia....

But this is where it got worse... cause midway through the first round.. one of benson and fund's hall mates ( i think thats how you call it ? ) joined... named hui ying if i remember correctly.. which sounded like "will win" when directly translated. She went on winning streak in the 3rd session la... 13 Yao.. then Hu MAN MAN MAN .... wah... money really fly..... then last part best..... again i have the last turn, then i can hu.. she "qiang hu" ... Zzzzzzzzz

In the end i lose 40 bucks to her, 30 to mao, 30 to fund. >.<" 100 in total.

Totally never sleep last night. close to straight 9 hours of mahjong w/o any sleep...

Haha.. but it was all fun la.. money fly can earn back... :D :D :D


3rd.. Event ( Hm.. interesting stuff i heard about me ... )

Ok it started with this...think i'll need to explain quite clearly... Earlier on monday morning as mentioned in my earlier post on the 6th... just after computing lesson in JCU... i met up with Christina and Ming... and so they wanted to go out for lunch.. and i was like "OK"... Then ming suddenly mentioned that he wanted to ask other people along for lunch... so "OK" again.. and he decided to ask the girls if they wanted to go for lunch.. which consisted of ( i'm not very good at names so i shall mention those i remember ) Yasmine, Serena, Eileen, Melissa and a few others and our computing tutor/lecturer Patrick...

In the end we went to the Cafeteria on the 3rd floor of JCU... but actually Ming, Chris and me decided that we'll just join in at the cafe first.. and eat outside later .. as 1) it was still quite early ard 11+am.. 2) the cafe food.. er... CMI.
Learned about the some of their interests.. haha and i especially remember the soccer part.. Eileen's quite the Man U fan.... wear man u jersey to class a few times already....

So ok at this point of time they were discussing about having a "Food Hunt"... go around singapore and going to whack all the good food.... And i once again went "Ok" ...

And now this is where it all comes into the scene. So on Friday.. once Thiru's lessons had ended.. Just as i was preparing to leave, Serena came over to confirm with me whether i wanted to go for the "food hunt".. which is to be on.. next Wednesday if i remember correctly. So i confirmed that i'ld be going.. tok a bit of cok with them and then left. I remember just right after confirming with Serena that i'ld be going.. when i turned around.. i saw Jun Yan like... just looking at me ( Basically Shawn, Jun Yan and me sit together during lectures / tutorials .. tables of 3s ) and i was wondering why so... but i found out later... haha....

It was during the street soccer session later that evening.. when one of shawn's frds ( not from JCU ) spoke to me. ( Sorry but i cant remember his name.. but he wore specs.. i'm not very good at remembering names )

Shawn = S , Shawn's Frd = SF , Me = JL

Ok so the conversation went something like that.. Cant recall THAT accurately... especially towards the later part between me and shawn..

SF : So i heard you're quite popular with the gals in your class..

JL : O.o Huh?? Where'd you hear that from.

SF : Oh Shawn was telling me about it.

*Looks at shawn with wide open eyes wondering what just happened*

S : Oh because Jun Yan was telling me that just now after lessons, the gal was asking you whether you'd be going on the some food hunt with them.... and he was wondering why he wasn't invited.... So you should be quite popular huh..

JL : Errr..... NO LA ! The popular one's Mikael.. the swedish guy in our class.... and they ask me to go on the food hunt cause on monday me , Ming and Christina went out for lunch with some of the gals.....

* Ends something like that as i tried to avoid the topic and i think my team's turn came ard to enter the fray *

Wahhh siao liao la... ><" hopefully this won't lead to further misunderstanding or some kinda embarassing situations...



So.. what just happened these few days has really been.. roller-coaster ride for me... just feeling tired both physically and mentally... but.. yea.. i'm happy :D

Time to start the new slogan " NO TO OVER-EXCESSIVE EMO-ISM "

Thank god psychology / counselling classes / watsoeva has woken up my idea with a tight slap to my face.