Emo-tality

Ha... thought of this super lame statement that suits me well...

" Emo-tality ! Take It ! Its YOURSSSS !!!! "

Hah.

Haiz.

Running. Running away. Running away from what i'm want the most.

That's all i can do.

Time & time again i've done it.

Coward.

The fragments of time will never give me another chance.

For everything will be buried by memories.

Filling up this hole.

This houl in my soul.

Filling up with broken dreams.

But what can close up this hole?

What can stop the cracks from appearing?

Cynical & jaded.

Hypocrisy, phoniness and ugliness fills the world.

Blind myself.

Mask myself.

I thought what I'd do was, I'd pretend I was one of those deaf-mutes.

Smile all day long.

I'm lost.

When will i ever make the way out of the darkness?

Where will that ever-guiding light be?

Whose hand will appear?

Wishful thoughts.

False hope.

Who can stop the darkness from corrupting my soul even further?

The silent scream.

Powerless.

Helpless.

The burden on my shoulders are getting heavier as time goes by.

When can i ever rest?

Maybe only in death...