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hah fuck it. why i do hanker after things that will never come my way.

hah.. talking to the taxi driver just now... just made me feel damn... down....

hahahaha. fucking hell.

these thoughts are stabbing me everyday... stabbing away at my heart.

an endless hell.

fuck it all. yea i shld just go fuck myself. i'm just one fucked up person. dun deserve any fucking thing.

pain is now officially my best frd... for my tears have dried up already.

fuck... i really dunno how to describe it anymore.. run out of words to describe already. really can't express it anymore. i really wanna kill myself soon.

So many times i feel disappointed. only to hide it all.

So many times i try... and only end up with nothing.

I need to learn that....even guardian angels can't stay with me forever...

Whoever said frds are forever is one big fucking liar... haha...

This world is already one big fucking joke in the first place.

Fakes smiles and crocodile tears are all i have left.

Don't pity me. Don't feel sad for me.

If you do... i'ld just rather you kill me.