Haywire

Ahhh haha... all my thoughts going haywire once again.

i really dunno what's on her mind. doing this. doing that. its driving me crazy. ah. seriously... whats up with her ??? why do this to me ??? she's got a bf already so no need to come tell me this stuff and that stuff .... heh .. maybe its just normal for her to do so.. but ah... wateva...

fuck it i really shldn't be bothered anymore since i made up my mind the other day to just leave it as it is. I juz wish she'd stop it sometimes and leave me alone.

haiz... somehow my emotions are going into overdrive recently...

good things just dun last long... they just drift away slowly... and before i know it.. i've lost it all once again. hah . life. my life....