Mistakes of Youth

Life is so strange.

Even though you're so fragile... others think you're strong

Even though you're hurting inside.... others still find and seek advice from you.

Even though you're so tired of being played around... you still play along with that person....

Haiz... i always tell people this and that.. but when it comes down to it.. i can't even do it myself...

I tell other people to screw those fuckers that play around with people.

But in the end i let myself get played. Willingly. Even though i know its wrong. Sigh. Just can't bring myself to screw that person. Too fucking soft hearted.

Sometimes i just want to scream it all out. Sometimes i just want a shoulder to cry on. Sometimes... i just want a hug.... but i only end up bottling everything.

Life is funny ey....