Reverse Polarity

Ok. Not-So-New-Fact to remind myself....

GOD PLS ... REMIND YOUR FUCKING SELF THAT YOUR WHOLE LIFE IS SCREWED AND EVERYTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

ok. i seriously dun understand why. why. why. why. why. why. why.

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING.

WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS.

WHY THE FUCK DO I CONTINUE TO LIE TO MYSELF.

WHY THE FUCK DO I CONTINUE TO LIE TO OTHERS.

WHY THE FUCK DO I CONTINUE TO LIE TO YOU ?

Once again... let me reiterate... things are never what they seem on the surface... there's always 2 sides to everything... but can others see the other side of the coin ?

and... i know its impossible. zettai. absolutely. 100% chop stamp + garuntee.

Cause i know....

Cause i know....

somehow i've just managed to screw up the situation even further. so ... forget it i guess... move on man... move on ...