back for more random rantings

ok somehow i feel like ranting a lot tonight. a lot. a lot.

nothing every goes right.

at least not in the way i want it to be.

in the end... i end up facing situations where i am ... forced to continue to lie to people.

can be really very tiring.

stop lying? not possible

just tell the truth !? not possible

life is really fucked up for me... nothing is turning out right !

since long long ago....

Really... EVERY SINGLE TIME ... it just has to screw up. getting stuck in situations where i can't look back .... nor can i look forward. just being slowly squeezed to death.

Every SINGLE Time... something different will happen. The only thing is... all of them leave me screwed up.

Was.Is. And will forever be.