sighz

ok emo-ing again.

man... it hurts all so badly again.

gotta learn when to give up... when i know that its impossible...

but still... i can't let go...

haiz. sometimes i just wanna break down but i can't. i've got to continue pretending to be fine and as if nothing has happened. as if it doesn't matter. as if it doesn't concern me.

fuck it. really. fuck myself. fuck everything.

god i swear these are times when i really need my fucking jack knife. i really dunno where to channel all these emotions...