Of Brothers and Gay Partners....

really really thankful to fund and martin for going out with me last night... feeling somewhat... better already i guess....

drums, drums, drums,

wagan soon? :P

mac,

"99 bends"

kent ridge park

rifle range...

tyres screeching, body slamming and hanging on for ur dear life...

haha... what a way to spend these sleepless nights...

just sad that i only just found out that martin's going to australia to study now... going off in june...i'm really glad that he's finally found his path... just that it's sad to see my "gay partner" go off... so ok my resolution for now is to come out and meet up with martin whenever he jios me out...hahaha... except for exam period la...

so for now... SATURDAY MARTELL ON AR~~ GO GO GO !!!! maybe club ? hm....

and fund was saying last night towards the end that really struck me... cause it was something that was true but i didnt realise so far. Oh well... what can i do about it? haha... just cant stop it from being that way for me.... but i'll definitely do what fund said last night...

" It's only after we've lost everything, that we're free to do anything" - Cant remember who said already


Leave it to me, to lose all your confidence
And no i can't stop, this train wreck before it hits
I hope I don't sound, like the X's on your calendar
I stumble on new ground, to gather up the formula

How selfish of me, to think I'm the only one
To question mistakes, a fools game I'm losing now
Just taking my time, planning out my escape
I'm scared what I'll find but it's the choice I have