new temporary ( maybe permanent? LOL ) hairstyle.


keeping my long hair with hairband now ! lol.

will "upgrade" to a "rat-tail" once i have the chance when my hair's long enough lol.

time to play around with my hair while i'm still young. later no chance... dun want to experiment at 40 years old where i'll look like a lao tiko lol ~

feeling somewhat melancholic now. too many thoughts running through my head. everything just doesnt feel... or seem right.


dont really know how to describe everything now. just in general... it just seems like happiness is too far away for me to reach.

no idea why i'm feeling all this right now.

dreams shall remain as dreams for me.

perhaps it was all just a cruel reminder to me.

a cruel reminder to what i used to believe in... and tried to discard.

i'm faithless once again.

Still Doll

Still Doll
Vocals: Wakeshima Kanon
Lyrics: Wakeshima Kanon
Composition: Mana
Arrangement: Mana

Hi Miss Alice.
With glass eyes
What kind of a dream
Are you able to have?
Are you entranced by?
Again for me
My heart tears apart
And flows out
Memories
Pierce into
The mended crevice

Hi Miss Alice.
With a fruitful mouth
To whom are you
Throwing love at?
Grieving love at?
I’m already
Spinning words
The warmth of my tongue
Completely cools
And I can’t sing
The song that I adore

Still, you do not answer.

drums. may 31st. see you there taman jurong. wakakaka. cannot resist liao. itchy hands already.

Never ever take your bed for granted. You never know when it'll collapse on you.



...



Ok that was just crap. just feeling lame and wanted to write something lol !


ah. sometimes... no matter how much u listen or talk... when it hits you... it just hits you. life's funny ey.

I'm back. Welcome back.

WOOHOO

EVEN BETTER NEWS !!! for me at least ! hahaha

Shikabane Hime is finally going to be made into an anime. by none other than Gainax. and hm... but i dun think it'll be as epic as Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann... especially since the fate of one character is already known for those who have seen the manga... not like TTGL which was totally original and shocked us with Kamina's death.

Hahaha but i was telling Kevin months ago that the one thing i would want to see be made into a anime = shikabane hime... and it's come true... wooo... really feels good. One of my favourite mangas... turn into a anime :D Oh anyway somehow i realise... whichever manga i buy... usually gets turned into a anime somehow ( way before they become famous that is )... especially nowadays when i dun buy so much manga already... ahaha... good taste i guess :P Keikashi, Gintama, D gray man, etc etc etc... bought them before they were made into anime... ahahaha... Princess Resurrection as well... er...got quite a few more but cant remember ....

Well... the whole theme of the story is very dark especially with so many people dying... wonder how gainax is going to bring out this dark theme via the anime... hopefully it'll be good... it'd better be good... ahhhhh

now that Shikabane Hime is off my list... i think the next one i would want to see animated is Blood Alone... though it's slow paced... and probably wouldnt suit a lot of viewers... cause it's really unique... Vampire + dark theme + comedy + etc etc etc... i also dunno how to describe. ( Hah. if Blood Alone gets animated... it's gonna prove i've got the Midas touch for picking out potential big hits in manga that are not very famous... lol )

kk it's 4am. gotta sleep. gotta mug. gotta dota. LOL

i'm a happy man.

found the mp3s for quite a few of the drummania songs i like.

wahahahahahaha

oh !!! i found the mp3 for "Sayonara" as well in one of my earlier posts... from the youtube link ...

wahhhh i'm super super happy now :D

putting that beautiful song on repeat :D

soothing, beautiful song.

u just gotta love the sun these days.

Tanned. check.

Red Face. check.

Sunburnt. check.

Face pain. check.

wonder when it's gonna start peeling... damn my face hurts now...


wahhh and everybody pls remember !!! SUNBLOCK !!! dun forget like today >.<"

but can only make time for more street after the exams... which by then i'll be havoc-ing with manchunyeye for the next 17 days before he flies off... :( lol !

yea just fuck off. you're not needed / wanted anymore.

woo just went on a piano sheet/score hunting spree... found so many songs i want to learn how to play. argh... now learning the short ones that i can find... like intros to songs and stuff...

so roughly the hit list:... er... actually too many to list... intending to learn some of the simpler ones with just the intros... then "tears" is up... along with the intro to "silent jealousy"... and then the rest are all the anime songs... shall slowly take my time to learn / pick after the exams... hahaha...

Currently known

Without you (first 2 mins or so )
An jing intro and a bit...
Libera Me from hell ( easy to learn... )
Tears ( just the first 10 secs or so )


Planning to learn :

Hisoku no sora
Tears
Silent Jealousy intro ( should be the first as it's the shortest and easiest )
Omae no XXX de
Chiisana Tenohira

and more bah after i complete these few... so much to learn. so little time. + i dun know the piano properly

the end of one of the most tiring nights ever. lol

mj + watch soccer. won back some money last night... and yet at the same time found out i had some old debts i hadnt paid off ( really totally forgot about it sia ... )

so ended up paying a lot less than what should have been lol...

i love qi dui zi ! hahaha...

and congrats to all man u fans on the champs league win.

tired.

Quotes

"Do not confuse the inexcusable for the unforgivable. If a crime can be excused, then there was nothing to forgive in the first place. It is only when a crime is inexcusable that forgiveness is even an issue. And at that point, forgive. Forgive, if only because it sets you free. Bitterness never produced anything sweet."

"Tears wash away weakness, leaving strength. Cry, then stand tall again."

WE ARE ~~

WE ARE ~~

WE ARE ~~

X ~~~!!!!!!!!!


Taiwan 2nd august. if can get the tickets i'm so going to go...

lol... end up really unable to wake up for class.

whole body aching like mad. especially my back. couldnt get out of bed in the morning. like an old man... hahaha...

now still aching badly... but can move about bah...

*snore*

Speaking of which. yes. almost there liao !

i'm so tired.

mind. gone case.

body. gone case.

arms. gone case.

legs. gone case.

not to mention some cuts here and there, bruises, + one extremely long cut just above my foot

super tiring day.

slept at 5am last night, 7am wake up. 9am+ reach TCHS for street soccer... play until around 1+.. ate lunch, went to jurong point for another few hours of drums until around 5... went home...

PLONKED on the bed and slept till 8+, ate dinner, slept more after that.

and my mind's still groggy.

wonder if i can wake up for lessons tomorrow at this rate.

just sooooo tired...

go go go street soccer! haha...4 am and i'm still awake..ahhhh wonder if i can wake up ... if i do even sleep in the first place... hahaha

i hate liars.

for i used to be one.

i hate proud people.

for i used to be one.

i hate defensive people.

for i used to be one.


It's sad. i know. when i was much younger. in primary school especially. looking back... i hate that very me. And knowing those characteristics so well...

i know that...

No matter how you try to help people like that... they'll just refuse to listen, and think they're in the right all the time. Even if they're wrong... they'll twist and lie to make themselves seem right, or try to justify their very actions. It's just part of their nature. The whole freaking world rotates around them... bleahz.

It's just sad. When you want to help them... but you cant. makes me feel so helpless. At least i managed to escape from that fucked-up nature of mine.

Just wondering when they'll learn that important lesson in life...

The longer it drags... the harder they'll learn. :(

Truth within Lies. Lies within Truth

As the wind howls at me,

As the rain mocks me in my face,

Holding the broken compass in my hands,

Will i ever be able to find the harbour once again?



The sands of time have erased the footprints...

I can't trace back those steps.

The sands of time have clogged up my vision...

I can't look back anymore.



When straight lines seem crooked.

When circles turn into squares.

When your heart breaks into a million pieces...

Every single shattered memory can be seen through all so clearly.



The truth had never come more painful than that.

Still it's something i had embraced all so dearly.



Would the truth never have come... had i not shattered my heart?

Tell me.

Tell me.

All i see left is ... denial and contradiction.

zzzz. was checking the prices of the drum-mania machines if they were to be imported...

http://www.coinopexpress.com/products/machines/music-dance_machines/Drum_Mania_10th_Mix_6467.html

10th mix.. the latest one before the V series.. costs 7k+ -_-"

8th mix.. slightly older costs over 11k... i wonder why...

http://www.coinopexpress.com/products/machines/music-dance_machines/?max=121&alpha=&at=25&page=0

The V series machines still yet to be announced...

Damn. My bank account's gonna explode if i ever do import one machine man...

Hey hey... Drummania V5 to be released in June 08... hoho.. exams end in june... wonder when the local arcades will import it in... and it'll probably cost 2 dollars... or more to play it per game... hmmm.... hopefully V4's price will drop then ~ hahahaha

Thomas Howard Lichtenstein

Ok ... famous composer. provides many many songs to games like drummania and DDR. I sorta like his songs... just got that... groove / feel to it... Here's some of his songs...

Break Out

Break the boundaries, my philosophy

There I was talking to some friends just the other day
They said I better give it up and find some other way
But what about the beauty in the experience
My duty is taking it giving it taking it giving it
Up all the way to its fruition no mind pollution
Or confusion, disillusion, who controls the distribution?
Is it a thing of the past? Think of the future
Is it a blast? Shouldnt you wonder? Thats the truth
Not a blunder, hear the thunder?

Break the boundaries, my philosophy
Break the boundaries, my philosophy
Break the boundaries, my philosophy
Break the boundaries, my philosophy

Break

You can spend your whole life being like the good guys
Doing like you should guys (and you know just what I mean)
You pushin and you shovin and you never get no lovin
Dont stop movin what you need is a little liberation
From those upright uptight fools in their schools
You got to break out shake out
Take the woman and you make out
Dont stop living know you gotta

Break the boundaries, my philosophy




Stop This Train
From: Guitar Freaks 6th Mix & drummania 5th Mix Soundtracks (KMCA-126)
Music by: Mutsuhiko Izumi
Arranged by: Mutsuhiko Izumi
Lyrics by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein
Performed by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein

Lyrics
I can feel your pain but now you're doing it again
You gotta stop or you'll never get away
Lookin' in the mirror every day it's getting clearer
You age five years on every birthday
I can only tell you, I can't stop you from the hell
You seem to live just to die and try again
Rollin' down the tracks someday you're never comin' back
But you're a fool 'cause you're on the wrong train

You gotta stop this train
Before it takes you too far
You gotta stop this train
Don't let it make you forget who you are

Now you're so confused and your ability to choose
Is almost gone 'cause it au gone too far
I can only tell you babe, you're looking like a shell
How will you ever remember who you are?




Depend On Me (Long Version)
From: Guitar Freaks 5th Mix & drummania 4th Mix Soundtracks (KMCA-121~2)
Music by: Toshio Sakurai
Arranged by: Toshio Sakurai
Lyrics by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein
Performed by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein

Lyrics
You and me we've come a long way you know, baby
But we've still got a long way to go, maybe
Even if we don't have too much to show for it

No matter what happens I'll always be here for you
In the hard times I know love will see us through
'Cause you know I will do whatever I have to do, girl

Depend on me
I'll always be around
Depend on me
'Cause I won't let you down
Everything in every way
You know that every time and every day
I do it all for you
You can depend on me

When you find things ain't getting no easier
All your problems seem impossible to cure
Turn to me 'cause I'm ready to reassure you

I would run through the cold driving rain all night
Climb a mountain or roll up my sleeves and fight
Always be here to make sure that you're all right, girl

Depend on me
I'll always be around
Depend on me
'Cause I won't let you down
Everything in every way
You know that every time and every day
I do it all for you
You can depend on me
Every hour and every minute
In all I do my heart is in it
Give my life for you
You can depend on me

Depend on me
I'll always be around
Depend on me
'Cause I won't let you down
Everything in every way
You know that every time and every day
I do it all for you
You can depend on me
You know that every hour and every minute
In all I do my heart is in it
Give my life for you
You can depend on me




P.P.R. (Long Version)
From: Guitar Freaks 4th Mix & drummania 3rd Mix Soundtracks (KMCA-111)
Music by: Hideyuki Ono, Toshio Sakurai
Arranged by: Hideyuki Ono, Toshio Sakurai
Lyrics by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein, Handsome JET
Performed by: Handsome JET

Lyrics
All my friends play D.D.R.
But I sing about my P.P.R.

Na Na Na...

Got to tell my friends
I'm getting out of this town
Got to pack my bags
And bring my wagon around

Moving out
To the mountains, skies, and trees
Moving out
Where nobody wants to beat anyone
And nobody's bugging me (P.P.R.!)

Na Na Na...

See the open sky
With no electrical wire
Makes you want to cry
With freedom, hope, and desire

Moving out
To the mountains, skies, and trees
Moving out
Where nobody wants to beat anyone
And nobody's bugging me (P.P.R.!)

I wanna be where the creatures are free
Pastel Paradise Rapture in fantasy
Grab what you can
And we'll head for the wild country

Na Na Na...

Moving out
To the mountains, skies, and trees
Moving out
Where nobody wants to beat anyone
And nobody's bugging me (P.P.R.!)

I wanna be where the creatures are free
Pastel Paradise Rapture in fantasy
Grab what you can
And we'll head for the wild country

Na Na Na...



Libra
From: Guitar Freaks 10th Mix & drummania 9th Mix Soundtracks (KOLA-051)
Music by: Kozo Nakamura
Arranged by: Kozo Nakamura
Lyrics by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein
Performed by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein

Lyrics
I'm walking without a care
Not a clue to where I'm going
Could this be an oasis?
Maybe I should stop and have a look

I notice somebody there
Underneath a tree she's waiting
With the sun in her hair
She looks like an angel
Flew down from heaven
She's a lady Libra!

All I can do
Is hope that she
Will share it all with me

Once in a lifetime
You find someone (someone you could fall in love)
Libra...shining in the sun (by a waterfall she's waiting)
She's my reason to run (every breath anticipating)

Running for the first time
Running for the first time
In my life
Through the mist I see her
Gotta catch that girl
Before she is gone



Out of Breath
From: Guitar Freaks 9th Mix & drummania 8th Mix Soundtracks (KOLA-034)
Music by: Toshio Sakurai
Arranged by: Toshio Sakurai
Lyrics by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein
Performed by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein

Lyrics
Scratchin' on another door
Waiting for a chance to score some more
"Whatcha' doin'?"
I can see my life before me
I know that I can't afford procrastination
I don't wanna be on an empty road
Full of these empty promises
I've got something more to give this universe
Now! I've got so much more
And my word is my ammunition
I've got something more to give this universe
Start listening to it

I'm out of breath
Fighting back tears
Been waiting for years
For a moment like this
I'm out of breath
And I can't find the words
It's a chance in a lifetime
I don't want to miss
Gonna give it my all
'Till I stand or fall
Gonna test every limit
Break every wall
'Cause I want you to know
That I'll never let go
'Till I get my moment of glory
And I can almost taste it






And of course.. my current fav song just right below dragon blade... love the variations for this song and dragon blade.




Stop Spinning Me in Circles (New Version)
From: Guitar Freaks 3rd Mix & drummania 2nd Mix Soundtracks (KMCA-78~9)
Music by: Toshio Sakurai
Arranged by: Toshio Sakurai
Lyrics by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein
Performed by: Thomas Howard Lichtenstein

Lyrics
The strangest girl I've ever known
How did you get this heart of stone?
There's only so much I can tolerate, now every time I get the phone
I hear that other voice... another piece in the puzzle

You've got to tell me what you want
Just say the word and I'll be gone
You keep expecting me to read your mind, but I don't know what's going on
And even if I did I wouldn't give you the pleasure

Stop spinning me in circles
You're playing roulette with my heart
(I'm spinning 'round)
Stop spinning me in circles
Don't break my heart
You know I could never live without you

You tell me I'm the only one
Next thing I know you've up and gone
I should expect it after all this time
But I don't want to jump the gun
You're way of love's a crime and it will come back to haunt you

You never think of tomorrow, tomorrow
You never save a penny up for a rainy day
You spend your time just causing me sorrow
You're so full of bad karma
It's like a wall building up around you

Stop spinning me in circles
You're playing roulette with my heart
Stop spinning me in circles
Don't break my heart
You know I could never live without you

Stop spinning me in circles
You're playing roulette with my heart
(I'm spinning 'round)
Stop spinning me in circles
Don't break my heart
You know I just want to be with you

PPR

oh wow... just found PPR !!!

Description: By Handsome JET ( found that THL also contributed... stated in my next post... )

sung by Loula


All my friends play D.D.R.
But I sing about my P.P.R.

Na Na Na . . .

Got to tell my friends
I'm getting out of this town
Got to pack my bags
And bring my wagon around

* Moving out
To the mountains skies and trees
Moving out
Where nobody wants to beat anyone
And nobody's bugging me (P.P.R!)

Na Na Na . . .

See the open sky
With no electrical wire
Makes you want to cry
With freedom, hope and desire

Repeat *

** I wanna be where the creatures are free
Pastel paradise rapture in fantasy
Grab what you can
And we'll head for the wild country

Na Na Na . . .

Repeat *

Repeat **

Na Na Na . . .

Quote from LYH facebook

just surfing facebook and saw this quote on lyh's profile.


"what you feel only matters to you. it's what you do to the people you say you love that counts."

- the last kiss


:)

Dragon Blade ( advanced 50+ )is officially my new favourite song for drum~mania. ( wonder how it'll be like on extreme.. 60+... hm... fund can play it... lets see how far i can go...)

At least until i find / master the "na~nanana~nanana~nanana" song. ( provided it gives the kick that dragon blade does )

LOL ! gosh i cant wait till the next session... hm... next weekend perhaps... hahaha~ maybe can see that funny couple again... and probably accomplish my aim... maybe attempt some more other 50+ songs...

probably tune up my nissan silvia ... so can compete with fund also... hahaha.. martin i know u wanna play also !

Taman Jurong Superbowl... the only superbowl where it opens till like 2am, 3am? and also the pool and the arcade also... 2am, 3am... where normal arcades elsewhere close at like... 12 midnight... oh.. and also... it applies to weekdays as well. :D :D :D such a gem near my house... never knew until late last year / early this year... wasted so many years... HAHAHA bleahz :P

gosh i'm still super high now. probably it's the coke + ribena + cold water + nice bathe. lol ~

maybe i should just dota the night away...

drum mania

wooooo feeling good.

played so much drums just now. 4 hours. 20 dollars.

Taman Jurong Superbowl ! 1 dollar per game only ! cheapest around singapore! but the machine is in relatively bad comdition... ( actually ok la.. only the rubber of 2 of the drums dun have... and 1 of it is thinning badly and gone in the centre... )

tried playing non-stop mode... now i know what's the main diff between that and the normal mode...since u can get 4 songs on non-stop mode and only 3 on normal...

the gauge/meter for non-stop mode... RARELY rises / doesnt rise at all ... only drops -_-" even if u play a combo of 200 over... i dont see much of a diff...

wooo new songs played today...

attempted Dragon Blade which fund likes to play... managed to pass it on advance... though with a ranking of only C.. occasionally can hit a B. actually i find it's relatively easy to play.

got other new songs also...

Stop spinning me in circles... ahhhh... got an A for that :D woo hoo ~ from a fail to an A in 3 sessions :D :D :D

worked on many of my other songs as well. still working on some of my weaknesses... especially when it comes to the "mind-numbing repeatly mashing on the same spot" ones... i need to get the tempo right for those... improving... but still not there yet. also need to work on my variations.... need fund and martin to drill me on those after my exams... hahaha...

speaking of which there's a couple there today who also playing the drums.. haha... the girl quite chio :P and she played relatively well.. impressed me sia ~ then the guy.. haha... i think he dunno how to play... but he learning because of the girl... hahaha... damn sweet la ~ hahahaha ~ oh speaking of which she play i think also around 30+ - 50+ .... and the song i like to hum to but i never knew... the "na~nanana~nanana~nanana~" song... it's called PPR or something like that... time to go find it and learn it... but it looked hard when she played it just now... >.<"

now can play lvl 28++ songs with ease... 40+ also not bad... 50+ also starting to manage already though i need to learn the songs properly before i can play them... not like at the earlier levels where can just play the song based on the notes u see... lvl 50+ u have to roughly know where the notes are coming and "ANTICIPATE" them... and also most importantly know which arm to play which part of the drums and the correct "stroke method" as well...

ahhhhh i should really just buy a freaking drum set / machine and put at home... i think that'll save me lots of money in the long run lol ~

maybe i should really learn drums in real life. haha. just like my fren.

oh ... i also got a wangan midnight card liao. Nissan Silvia. lol...

Ok new aim for drum mania first : to be able to pass non-stop mode with Dragon blade as my final song... since the freaking bar doesnt rise at all... it makes it all so much harder... everytime i play non-stop mode i always fail towards the mid-end part of dragon blade... damn.. so close yet so far.

wonder how long it'll take me to be able to play level 99 successfully...( ok at least hold for 30 secs bah ... i think i'ld die within 5 secs if i play with my skills now ) lol.

Drums drums drums. wooo i could go for another marathon now i guess :D still not tired yet. probably my arms starting to get used to it.. not like last time play a bit then chui already.

I love yoshiki's drumsticks also ~ hahahahaha

ah. ok back to reality. more mugging tomorrow. mug mug. enough of enjoyment and playing.

adios amigos ~

i swear. i'm going to learn "Tears" on the piano after the exams. hardcore.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zaz-3ROlZnY&feature=related

ahhhhh i'm so sick of going through the notes now... feel like playing drums...


Dude ! Where's my drums ?

i just keep putting the song / video on repeat...

just so beautiful...

sayonara ~~

http://gawker.com/5009114/jack+off-sculpture-sells-for-15-million

u gotta be kidding me....

Adieu Galaxy Express 999 Ending Theme (Full Length)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fXImmlQUso


sad sad song... never thought that even ancient animes also have such nice songs back then...



Sayonara, sweet memories
It's goodbye
Sayonara, don't look back
Don't ask why

The time to come will come
And you will go alone
Keep to your heart
Sayonara

And so my friend
Now it must end
Now you are grown
I can't stay on
Think of the memories we've known

* Carefully feeling your way
You're getting stronger each day
How can I find words to say
I'll miss you

Sayonara, sweet memories
It's goodbye
Sayonara, don't look back
Don't ask why

The time to come will come
And you will go alone
Keep to your heart
Sayonara

* repeat

Sayonara, sweet memories
It's goodbye
Sayonara, don't look back
Don't ask why

The time to come will come
And you will go alone
Keep to your heart
Sayonara...

I now officially declare the start of the "Mugging Regime".

3 new songs for kbox !

kbox soon leh fei zai !!!

连哭都是我的错

分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱记得那么多
怎么放手

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说

连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
要我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错

连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体就已经太执着
爱你是我错连结束也是我的错

秋天不回来

初秋的天,冰冷的夜
回忆慢慢袭来
真心的爱就像落叶
为何却要分开

灰色的天独自彷徨
城市的老地方
真的孤单走过忧伤
心碎还要逞强

想为你披件外衣
天凉要爱惜自己
没有人比我更疼你
告诉你在每个
想你的夜里
我哭的好无力

就让秋风带走我的思念
带走我的泪
我还一直静静守候在
相约的地点

求求老天淋湿我的双眼
冰冻我的心
让我不再苦苦奢求你还
回来我身边

我还能爱谁

睡梦中的人
不了解我的累
我也不原谅你的美
它让我体会
这个世界真的有
十全十美
却无所谓后悔
会妥协的人
不明白我自卑
就像我不容许我气馁
我真的以为
要感动最完美的玫瑰
如果要奉献我眼泪
除了你谁都不能给

见过你的美
我还能爱谁
我一路的追
意冷却不心灰
我的世界
走不出你背影的范围

没有你
会面目全非
我还能爱谁
放弃其它玫瑰
这是一种愚蠢的智慧
困在只有你的堡垒
享受讨好你的滋味

"Let them learn the hard way.

It's just that their time to learn hasn't come yet."






Stone.Shag.Stun.

"Tears" is still my most favourite rock ballad... irreplacable over the years. So many songs have come and gone... none come close to it. ( Except probably for other x japan songs ) haha.

The power of memories is undeniable.

Everywhere i go.

The temptation is always there.

It's just a matter of choice.

In the end.

It's not other people who hurt us

It's us who hurt our ownselves...

Simple logic.

But hard to digest.

Not everybody learns this important lesson in life.

And some people can't handle the truth.

Eventually living a lie.

They're pathetic.

I pity them.

lol... 2 nights in a row of drum-mania. found out that PS lowered the price to 3 tokens (1.50) instead of 4 tokens... which is still qutie ex la but more competitive with other places.

wah... really improved hell a lot i realise. now playing songs successfully... when i always fail before.

damn shag now.

Thomas Howard Lichenstein : Depend on me - conquered ! Stop spinning me in circles also conquered !

new songs to play as well... hahahahaha...

think i might as well just buy a machine and put at home... a few thousand i guess... msut order online... but when new versions of the game comes out all i have to do is to buy the motherboard for the new versions... hahahahaha...

think people will start flooding my home to play liao then...hahahaha

ahhh... posting this on my laptop in school early in the morning... haha... no idea what to do...

stupid of the school not to inform us that last night there's no lesson... bleahz... went down to school ... submitted anthro... ate dinner with jy... then went to jurong point for a while with him... looking for iron man figurines... which somehow just eluded us...

gave my new drumsticks it's virgin run... felt good... felt really good. played much better than usual as well. woooo !! managed to complete " Stop spinning me in circles " !!! haha...

kk got to go reserve seats now in class...

Diamond Crevasse ( Thanks to Word of Songs translation )

Diamond Crevasse
Vocals: May’n as Sheryl Nome
Lyrics: hal
Composition: Kanno Yoko
Arrangement: Kanno Yoko

When I was in love with God
I didn’t think that such a parting would come
If I couldn’t ever touch you again
Then I’d want you to embrace me again for the last time at least

It’s long long good-bye…

Goodbye, goodbye, over and over again
I tell myself as best as I can
Waving my hand is kindness, right?
Now, I want strength

I encountered you; the STAR shined and I was born
Indeed if I love, indeed if there’s i
Waiting for a hopeless miracle, what will become of me?
The twinkle of planets stained with tears is gone…

I won’t forget your warmth
Your kindness, and your hands that surrounded everything
It’s long long good-bye…

Goodbye, goodbye, beloved one
If you were with me, I was able to walk here
I wasn’t alone, right?
Now, I want the answer

Catch the comets that seem to be burning and light the fire
I want to love, I want to be loved
By one chilled body, what will become of the world?
The bravado that I kept up is dissolving; long for…

What’s the matter? My tears overflow and they can’t stop

I encountered you; the STAR shined and I was born
Indeed if I love, indeed if there’s i
Waiting for a hopeless miracle, what will become of me?
The twinkle of planets stained with tears is gone…

If I am reborn and we can come across each other again
Surely you’ll find me then
Don’t ever let go of me again, catch me
I want you to whisper, “You’re not alone” to me, planet…


ダイアモンド　クレバス
歌:シェリル・ノームstarring May’n
作詞:hal
作曲:管野よう子
編曲:管野よう子

神様に恋をしてた頃は
こんな別れが来るとは思ってなかったよ
もう二度と触れられないなら
せめて最後に　もう一度抱きしめて欲しかったよ

It’s long long good-bye…

さよなら　さよなら　何度だって
自分に　無上に　言い聞かせて
手を振るのは優しさだよね?
今　強さが欲しい

貴方に出逢い　STAR輝いて　アタシが生まれて
愛すればこそ　iあればこそ
希望のない　奇跡を待って　どうなるの？
涙に滲む　惑星の瞬きは　gone…

忘れないよ　貴方の温もりも
その優しさも　全て包んでくれた両手も
It’s long long good-bye…

さよなら　さよなら　愛しい人
貴方が　いたから　歩いてこれた
ひとりなんかじゃなかったよね？
今　答えが欲しい

燃える様な流星　捕まえて　火を灯して
愛していたい　愛されてたい
冷えたカラダひとつで　世界は　どうなるの？
張り続けてた　虚勢が溶けてく　long for…

どうしてなの？　涙溢れて　止められない

貴方に出逢い　STAR輝いて　アタシが生まれて
愛すればこそ　iあればこそ
希望のない　奇跡を待って　どうなるの？
涙に滲む　惑星の瞬きは　gone…

もし生まれ変わって　また巡り合えるなら
その時もきっと　アタシを見つけ出して
もう二度と離さないで　捕まえてて
ひとりじゃないと　囁いてほしい　planet…

hm... damn sleepy today... slept quite a lot already but still >.<


one final final final assignment left to do.. anthropology... ahh...

so tired. feel like slacking. feel like dota-ing

lol...oh that reminds me.. time to go hunt for the mp3s of the songs i heard last night...

haha. super random post.

egg prata takes one helluva long time to come... hahahaha...

Follow your heart. Before it's too late

Ahh another emo story la. i know... whatever. but just that i'm in the mood recently for this kinda sucker stories...


Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.
Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.
Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now.
(both sigh n silence for a while)
Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game
Peter: Eh? What game?
Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?
Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.
Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?
Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.
Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:

Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together
for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?
Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.


1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.
Stranger: Is your name Tina?
Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.
Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina,
Our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to
me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.
NOTE*
Tell the boi or ger that you love them before
its too late. You never know whats going to
happen tomorrow. You never know who will be
leaving you and never return

ah... things always never go according to plan.

hoteh clique .. the one who with the "pirate house" go thailand... lol... so :S

now... suddenly can get the car... hmmm... and half dun feel like drinking... so... already halfway to flying kite. sorry martin !

tomorrow.. mother's day...and mass downloading/printing of notes day.

time to prepare for the one final leap for this semester once again.


this sem is so tiring even though i've slacked so much.

feels like i'm suffocating



and i realise. it's the eve of the 1st anniversary of this blog... haha...1 year's almost gone.

How far i've come... oh so far...

how high have climbed... and how hard i've fallen...

ahhh... looking back on the past year. it's just... just... brought me so much more than the past 21 years of my life.

love.hate.anger.laughter.smiles.sadness.fear.disgust.happiness.death and rebirth as well.

new frds. long-lost frds. frds i never was so close to before.

how i've changed also... from someone who bottled up everything... to shooting my mouth off a lot. hahaha...

all the experiences i've had.. having so much fun...

and... also... that...

but oh well life goes on.


suddenly felt like coming up with some lyrics or whatever ... haha...suddenly just an image popped into my mind. better write down before it goes away.



Time-Machine ( shall improvise on it once i've got the time...)

My heart is like a time-machine.

I stand awaiting for the future.

Yet i'm tempted by the past.

The past.

Even with it's blemishes,

How i embrace all so closely to my heart.

The future.

Never knowing what it brings.

I can only hope it turns out to be so magical.

Hope that it can erase this past.

Make me not look back.

Life goes on.








Haha... time for me... this old uncle... to continue his journey...

one year has past. will this "new year" be once again be filled with so much stuff ? haha.. hopefully... and pray that it's more of the good stuff... hahaha...

beautiful picture. totally beautiful.

In The End - Linkin Park

It starts with one
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard i try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

more random mumbo jumbo

it's been a long time since i've come up with something original. been talking about my life and having fun so much recently. hahahaha.

actually nothing much i can come up with now. but just felt like blogging. hahaha.



Tearing across the horizon,

The golden rays of the fading sun pierced through the orange sky.

Warmth filled the air.

All was at peace.




haha. just came up with that at the spur of the moment. so late at night already but just dun feel like sleeping.

Hmmm someone told me to "open your eyes big big" .... to see what ? hahaha. nothing to see right ? unless the hidden meaning within it is... hm.. lol never mind. shall see whatever comes.hahahaha.

and hm.. very strangely...now suddenly i'm motivated to study once again. this whole semester... i've been so unmotivated... been slacking so much. suddenly i want to start mugging again for no reason ! lol ... funny sia... actually just wanted to relax this semester so that i wont get burnt out for the next semester which is more impt... this semester doesnt affect honours while next sem has a module which is core/primary to the honours entry program.

kk my eyes slightly more tired now. shall stop typing. haha

chilling out ~

ok... so what's THAT supposed to mean ??? LOL

hmmmm.... interesting... lets see how the events will eventually turn out to be like...

well... even if it is the case that i think it is... i'm not going to let it happen once i'm sure of what's going on...

time to have a super super super havoc weekend !

really bad nightmare last night.

really really really bad.

was it because of the alcohol?

was it because of the SUPER LATE NIGHT...

hm....

oh well it's just a nightmare.

haha. woke up to find myself in bed. all's fine :D

finish the assignments... time to have havoc weekend first...then back to the "hermit" mode for mugging starting from monday onwards...

ho ho ho.

feeling like i can throw away anything in this world now.

late night dota? haha... but i'm also a bit tired.

i love The Last Live's version of Orgasm. So full of energy.

The most recent Night Of Creation as well... Wes Borland and Richard Fortus + Sugizo coming in as well. Wooo... energy.


That's what i need now. Energy.

Woooooooo

Thanks for the flaming lamborghini

Thanks for the yoshiki tama drumsticks! ( god i'll love it till kingdom comes )

Thanks to the toilet bowl for taking in all the smelly puke.

Thanks to mama ~ for the cold water and ribena in the fridge.

God. this is one helluva nonsense post.

PHUTURE GO GO GO !!!!

LAB REPORTS ALMOST DONE

WOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO

phuturama

wa super gian to go phuture... vodkalime yeye ~ and fund & co' ... hm....

but the lab reports... argh.

never mind shall wake up earlier to chiong finish. wakakaka

hopefully still got energy left on thursday. hahaha... then friday one long day at school again...+ maybe stayover or what with hoteh clique...

saturday chionging martell + maybe club... hm...

sunday... mother's day...

crazy week. crazy crazy week. crazy crazy month.

crazy life.

Bat For Lashes - Sad Eyes

A song that's frighteningly haunting.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_nOmrRGL5pI&NR=1


Sad Eyes - Bat For Lashes

I don't like the things you don't say
Leaving it for such a long long time
Why do you show me those sad sad eyes
Each time you decide to pass on by?

And when you smile
those sad sad eyes
look sadder and sadder still...

Autumn's hue in those sad eyes
Makes me love and love them more
I'll have a bath, I'll make the dinner
Then I'll go away for a long, long time
But still, you've not passed by door

I can tell that you're lonely
but it seems now, there's nothing you want me to do
I won't try to take the sadness from those eyes that I love
Leave it open for someone else to.

Trying to hold it together
Keep my love as light as a feather
Keep my heart breaking in the dark
Come and spend the night...

Thank you, sorry.... and goodbye

After all that's been said and done. No point looking back.

I tried making the keys for the lock. None fit.

Would have loved to try making more keys. But just too tired.

And... it's just that the lock was jammed with a broken key in the first place... which cannot be removed.

Nuff' said.

"Thank you, sorry.... and goodbye " - Rurouni Kenshin

Moving on into a new chapter in life. Have you?

plans for the weekend... hm...

friday hoteh clique session or watever at night...

saturday... street in the day ( paiseh for all the fly kite/aeroplane/rockets recently )... martell later... chiong even later maybe... haha...

sunday chill out day to catch up on sleep bah i guess... before going back to mugging for the exams...

damn i just cant wait !

helluva

that was one helluva good deep deep deep deep sleep.

shows i haven't been resting enuf lately i guess.

yawn... sleep beckons...so does dota... so does assignments... ahhhh...

it's gonna be one helluva long week...

having a super late night once again.

owned as a bounty hunter... but the opponents were nubs la..haha... dota.


....

....

....

everyday to me now... is just so strange.

especially somehow... i'm just reminded of that resolution.

sighz.

lies are all i have left.

and i embrace them all so dearly.

more dota anyone?

finally found a source near my house for bacardi breezer tropical lime... hahaha...

Sometimes... we just think we know. we think we know it can be done.

You previously think you could do it.

You previously think you could just shrug it off.

But once u're caught in it.

It just gets you.

Salty Coffee

Reading this on the forum... supposedly a true story ... hm...



He met her at a party.

She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.

They sat at a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home…. suddenly he asked the waiter. “would you please give me some salt? I’d like to put it in my coffee.”

Everybody stared at him, so strange!

His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; why he had this hobby? He replied: “when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there”.

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That was his true feelings, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can express his homesickness must be a man who loves his home, cares about home, has responsibility for his home. Then she too started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found out that he actually was the man who met all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they lived a happy life… And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that’s the way he liked it. After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: “My dearest, please forgive me, forgive the lie of my life. This was the only lie I ever said to you—the salty coffee.

Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous that time, I actually wanted some sugar, but I said salt instead. It was too embarrasing for me to take back so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times but I was too afraid to do so as I had promised never to lie to you about anything…Now I’m dying, I’m afraid of nothing so I am telling you the truth: I don’t like salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. I have had to take the salty coffee for my whole life with you and never had to feel sorry for it because I did it for you. Having you with me is the biggest happiness in my entire life. If I could live a second time, I’d still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even if I if had to drink salty coffee again”.

Her tears made the letter totally wet.

One day someone asked her: what’s the taste of salty coffee? It’s sweet.

Say Anything

"

I believed

If time passes, everything turns into beauty

If the rains stop, tears clean the scars of memory away

Everything starts wearing fresh colors

Every sound begins playing a heartfelt melody

Jealousy embelishes a page of the epic

Desire is embraced in a dream

But my mind is still in chaos and....."

-_-"

-_-"

-.-"

GO GO GO!

CHIONG ARRRR!!!!

now quite high.

motivated to go complete my assignments finally.

haha.

forensic and anthro... then the 2 lab reports... and one more friday weekly L&B homework.... then playtime for a few days ... then back to mugging again -_-"

ho ho ho

LOL ! while searching for articles on sex offenders for the forensic psych written assignment... i found one article

"Turning the tables: Women raping men"

LOL... this is so going to be an interesting read...

Thank you

Thank you Miss A. For being there. Time for us to get out of the boat soon... hahaha! i'll keep on rowing for the moment.

Thank you Miss S & Miss S & Mr S. For being there. For your bright smiles ! Nuff' said!

Thank you Mr D. For being there. Just another letter on my keyboard ! HAHAHA lame ~~

Thank you Mr and Miss F. For being there. Calmness in the storm. You all just strike me so hard with your words of wisdom...

Thank you to Mr J & Mr J & Mr J & Miss J. For being there. Da J Gang!New Gay partner! Hello inner me ! Hello to me ! & Hello there also miss J ~ should get to know you better ! maybe shld hang out with ur group also once in a while.

Thank you to Mr M. For being there. Gay partner !!! wakakakakaka ! Same boat as well man ! Martell !!!! what happened to the " Thank you to the Government for one bottle of Martell" ??? LOL

Thank you to Mr K & Mr K. For being there. i want my hongbao soon... also hockey ! Though i may end up remembering bittersweet memories if i do see that certain someone again if i play hockey...

Thank you to Miss Y & Miss Y. For being there. ey... thanks for everything ! The turtle's cute. But not my type !

Thank you to X Japan. For being there. Your music still brings strength / inspiration / tears / sadness to me.

Thank you to Miss L. For being there despite not knowing what's going on. i really think u're one helluva funny person. You just want to make me laugh. Keep ur bubbly personality up!

Thank you to Mr I. For being there also when you dunno what's going on. Another new gay partner. You look good in black.

Oh almost forgot.. thank you to whoever's "been there" ... haha

Tears ( My favourite rock ballad ) - X Japan

Loneliness your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears
Through the night
Memory you never let me cry
And you, you never said good-bye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But i never thought you'd trade
Your soul to the fates
Never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love


..... ( & for the last part of the song )

if you could have told me everything
you would have found what love is
if you could have told me what was on your mind
i would have shown you the way
someday i'm gonna be older than you
i've never thought beyond that time
i've never imagined the pictures of that life
for now i will try to live for you and for me
i will try to live with love, with dreams,
and forever with tears

After all...

today was quite the fun day to be honest.

Morning anthro ... with carol / thiru's son around... haha... fun la fun.

Afternoon presentation... kept me on my toes... so relived once i was done...

Night forensic psych trial... act as a schizo murderer... was fun but tiring to be honest.

After all the laughter.
After all the worring.
After all the euphoria had finally subsided...
After everything...

Only Silence remained eventually.
And i was back there.
Back in the quiet little darkness of mine.
A darkness which i accepted not, but accepted me...

Tired. Just plain fucking tired.

Saturday night again ? ho ho ho ...

zouk on the 26th. hehe. sadly it was trance that night and we left soon after... to somewhere else !

Picture courtesy of mumtazz !

Goodbye.

Pathetic.

The Lonely Piano Player

I couldn't look forward
Not knowing whether you would still be standing there
I couldn't look back
It only pains me with all the memories
Now i'm at the crossroads once again
Where the heavy rain pours upon me

I'm stuck once again with this knife planted so deeply in my heart
How could i even bear to pluck it out when it's all i have left?

I can only find your love in my dreams
Sleep is a narcotic which can calm this raging heart
I cannot bear to let you go
So for now
I continue walking in my dreams
Till the day my heart finally dies

When did the melody ever go so wrong?
How could i not see the madness of the conductor
How could i not see the breaking of all the strings
How could i not see the stage collapsing

Actually i knew
Just that i had gorged my eyes out
Cut off my ears
Peeled off my skin
I wanted to ignore everything
Deny the very reality i live in

But i knew i could pull the song together
At this very treacherous crossroad
At this very collapsing stage
At this point where music is fading away
With this knife within my heart
Where i refuse to give up the dream
I'll continue being that piano player
Playing the bleeding melody of his heart

Even if it comes to the end of the world
Even if all that's left is a wasteland
Even if i'm a thousand miles away from you
I still can't forget
That mischevious smile of yours
The feel of your skin
You'd think a thousand miles would be enough
I guess i'll keep on walking

Until the day
Where i will finally
Find you once again
In the corner of the tiny little bar
The colours of my heart
Will breathe life into this desecrated world
And the melody of my heart
Will play once again...
For the one and only...

You