Pray

i'm praying hard now. really hard.

i just want the smile back on everybody's faces...

even though i know it's going to be hard to go back to those days.

why, oh why, oh why....

why did "whoever is up there" have to let me thru this episode ? for my own good? to make me see more clearly?

hopefully i dun need to show that ugly side of me if things turn ugly.

i can only pray.