ah... things always never go according to plan.

hoteh clique .. the one who with the "pirate house" go thailand... lol... so :S

now... suddenly can get the car... hmmm... and half dun feel like drinking... so... already halfway to flying kite. sorry martin !

tomorrow.. mother's day...and mass downloading/printing of notes day.

time to prepare for the one final leap for this semester once again.


this sem is so tiring even though i've slacked so much.

feels like i'm suffocating



and i realise. it's the eve of the 1st anniversary of this blog... haha...1 year's almost gone.

How far i've come... oh so far...

how high have climbed... and how hard i've fallen...

ahhh... looking back on the past year. it's just... just... brought me so much more than the past 21 years of my life.

love.hate.anger.laughter.smiles.sadness.fear.disgust.happiness.death and rebirth as well.

new frds. long-lost frds. frds i never was so close to before.

how i've changed also... from someone who bottled up everything... to shooting my mouth off a lot. hahaha...

all the experiences i've had.. having so much fun...

and... also... that...

but oh well life goes on.


suddenly felt like coming up with some lyrics or whatever ... haha...suddenly just an image popped into my mind. better write down before it goes away.



Time-Machine ( shall improvise on it once i've got the time...)

My heart is like a time-machine.

I stand awaiting for the future.

Yet i'm tempted by the past.

The past.

Even with it's blemishes,

How i embrace all so closely to my heart.

The future.

Never knowing what it brings.

I can only hope it turns out to be so magical.

Hope that it can erase this past.

Make me not look back.

Life goes on.








Haha... time for me... this old uncle... to continue his journey...

one year has past. will this "new year" be once again be filled with so much stuff ? haha.. hopefully... and pray that it's more of the good stuff... hahaha...